Saturday, January 30, 2010

A nice guy belongs to a nice girl....

Part 1

Hafiz Fly.Fm : I’m gonna be your cupid for this fly-day, and Ming, what’s your story?

Ming: I actually have a crush on this guy. His name is Ron. He’s actually one of my gf’s x- boyfriend. She’s actually quit a pain in the ass sometimes, you know among us, friends. She always wants attention and sort of things. I don’t how can Ron and she, her name is Angela, can be together for the past of 3 to 4 years. She’s like treating him like dirt. But they had broken up quite some time already. So I’mwondering if I can ask Ron out.

Hafiz Fly.Fm
: Do you think it’s cool for Angela that you want to go out with her x-bf. You
know how girls friend works. “Nooo...you can’t go out with my man eventhough he’s my x-bf”.

Ming: I really don’t know what she will think, but I think it’s my choice. Somebody that I like. So probably I Just wanna give it a try whether or not she would wants to break up our friendship or whatsoever.

Hafiz Fly.Fm: Alright. She doesn’t matter at all in your life huh?

Ming: She doesn’t really treat me real friend’s friend. So I don’t know.

Hafiz Fly.Fm : Ohhh.. It this like “hye…muahhh..muahhh..muahhh. and that it.”? She’s like the drama queen, I’m guessing. So how’s this Ron dude? How was he like?

Ming: He’s actually a very nice guy. Sweet, soft spoken and I guess he’s a nice guy.

Hafiz Fly.Fm: Ok that. I’m assuming you’re nice girl too?

Ming: I guess so..hehe (chuckle)

Hafiz Fly.Fm: Ok. We gonna call Ron. How would you describe yourself?

Ming: Fun…bubbly girl?

Hafiz Fly Fm: Alright then. Hopefully if he says yes to that date..and you can say “bye- bye” to Angela…


Part 2

Hafiz Fly.Fm: Part two of Flirty@1030 and Ming wants to go out with her friend’s x-boyfriend. Let’s call Ron right now….(Ringtone)…Hye, can I speak to Ron please.

Ron: Yupz. Ron’s speaking here.

Hafiz Fly.Fm : Ron, this is Hafiz from fly.fm.

Ron: Hye Hafiz. How’re you?

Hafiz Fly.Fm : I’m great and you will do well too because you are at flirty@1030.

Ron: Ohhh..ok~~

Hafiz Fly.Fm : This girl wants to ask you out cause he found out that you are single, finally..

Ron: I am actually.

Hafiz Fly.Fm :and your x-girlfriend’s name is Angela?

Ron : She dumps me.

Hafiz Fly.Fm: Are you like sad by that fact that she dumps you?

Ron: I am. Cause you know I really treated her really well and she didn’t really treat me really nice..

Hafiz Fly.Fm: well you know they say, one door closes, the other one opens.

Ron: Yeah.I’m very familiar with that saying.

Hafiz Fly.Fm : Yes. There’s a chance for you to meet a new girl. Actually she’s not new la..This girl is in the same group as Angela. She’s one of Angela’s friends but she kind doesn’t like Angela and she wonders why you stayed with her for like almost 3 years.

Ron: Well, ermm..It was a dirty job and someone has to do it.

Hafiz Fly.Fm : (laughing his ass out) ahhaha…Wow, that’s a mighty burn. This girl, she says that she’s very bubbly and she thinks you’re a nice guy and a nice guy should go out with a nice girl which is her in this case.

Ron: I also agree with you because I’m a nice guy and deserved to get a nice girl.

Hafiz Fly.Fm : Yuppz!! Do you anyone in that group whose like bubbly and fits the description?

Ron: ermm..no..it’s not hitting yet at the moment. So I can’t really think about.

Hafiz Fly.Fm: Ok..cool. This girl her name is Ming.

Ron: Oh yeah. I remember Ming. She the friendly one isn’t she?

Hafiz Fly.Fm: Yes!

Ron: And you know what, she’s actually a very nice girl as well ..

Hafiz Fly.Fm: ermmm…you know what, she’s on the other line with us right now.

Ming: Hye Ron. How are you?

Ron: hye. It’s a long time since we have met.

Ming: Yeah. Are you ok for us to go for dinner or something?

Ron: I actually would really look forward for it if you give me the opportunity to take you out.

Hafiz Fly.Fm : Alright!!!! hehe (Ming is laughing as well)…Goodbye Angela~~..We don’t need you anymore~~ Do you know that the repercussion of this, Angela would hate Ming and you forever.

Ron: It doesn’t matter man. New friendship will blossom from this one.

Hafiz Fly.Fm: Yes!! (Ming chuckles at the back). Go male power!! That’s good news for us
also have fun at the date yeah.

Ron and Ming: Thank you~~~~

P/s: One door closes and the other one opens...

Best Regards,

Friday, January 29, 2010

All or nothing...




I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eye
I thought with time you'd realize
It's over over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older older
You know I'd fight for you
But how I can fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you
I dont care if that's not fair

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart
But I dont show it show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know know it

Don't me make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time for show and tell

Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No room inside for me in your life
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
It's now or never




This song has been playing over and over again in my head... I couldn't say more...enjoy~


Best Ragards

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

I couldn't care less and I couldn't care more..



I’m in out of shape lately. Behaving not like myself. Having headache almost all night.
I guess it just too much for me to handle. Traumatized? Insecured? Scared?
And the most important thing is I don’t want the same thing to be happened again.
It’s like Deejavu.
I really could use a hug now. Badly…


I wish someone out there could understand how I feel. I need to get out of this tiny room a.s.a.p…..It suffocates me…It’s killling “me” internally..

So whatever happens I’ve decided to go for begpacking during the semester break..with or without u….I’m just tired with all the excuses…

I hope along the way I’ll be able to sort things out, to calm myself down and to see life from different perspective…


For now, I wish I could scream my lungs out…….


Best Regards,





Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Two is better than one

As usual I was having my dinner at the USM cafeteria. But tonight’s atmosphere was a bit different from the rest of the other nights. The cafeteria was turned into a club or something with live performance from the music club..(music club?I was only guessing) so it was a peculiar experienced for me as those thing only happen at the club or bar…hehe.. Eventhough their performance is only mediocre, but I must say this people have the braveness to perform in crowds..a big round applause for them…

They had stimulated my eagerness to play guitar…so I went back and play a couple of songs..and currently one of my favourite is Boys like girls ft. taylor swift – Two is better than one…Enjoy the chord…:)




Boys like Girls: Two is better than one




C
I remember what you wore on the first day
Am
You came into my life and I thought
F G C
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
C
'Cause everything you do and words you say
Am
You know that it all takes my breath away
F G C
And now I'm left with nothing

F
So maybe it's true
G
That I can't live without you
F G
Maybe two is better than one
F
There's so much time
G
To figure out the rest of my life
Am G F
And you thought that it got me coming undone
Am G C
And I'm thinking two is better than one

C
I remember every look upon your face
Am
The way you roll your eyes
F
The way you taste
G C
You make it hard for breathing
C
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
Am
I think of you and everything's okay
F G C
I'm finally now believing

F
That maybe it's true
G
That I can't live without you
F G
Maybe two is better than one
F
There's so much time
G
To figure out the rest of my life

Am G F
And you thought that it got me coming undone
Am G C
And I'm thinking two is better than one


C
I remember what you wore on the first day
Am
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

F
Maybe it's true
G
That I can't live without you
F G
Maybe two is better than one
F
There's so much time
G
To figure out the rest of my life
Am G F
And you thought that it got me coming undone
F
And I'm thinking

I can't live without you
G
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
F
There's so much time
G
To figure out the rest of my life
Am
But I'll figure it out
G F
When it's all said and done
Am G C
Two is better than one
Am G C
Two is better than one


Regards,

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Cause I want It That Way..

Call me crazy, egocentric, selfish, and whatever it is..
It just how I want it to be..
I’ve learnt my lessons in the HARDEST way..
Sometimes you gave so much and take so little
Perhaps this is the new me..
All I want is to be happy…to feel happy..and to be able to enjoy every moment of my life..
Some people talk about their problems, get angry, throw their tantrum, or even worst use physical actions…
But not the new me.. If I’m unhappy, dislike of something, not pleasure..ect..
I will just keep it to myself with the hope the other party will understand
Just hope it wouldn’t burst up
I'm like a mirror/rorrim..if you think it's ok to do it..then the mirror will show you the exact images...

Another 5 days will be the official dot of my “25th” birthday…
Looking back in those days, I was a kid with big ambitions…
Energetic, eccentric, determined and knows what I want to be and whom I want to be like…
The big questions here are.. Am I in the right path? Am I doing the right thing?
*Sigh*… I’m doubting myself..I’ve never been in this state before…
I guess that is the best part of the future. It only comes one day at a time…
I want a quiet and peaceful birthday…
Perhaps a romantic night ..dinner…chill out
Not fancy-fancy gifts ( If got it..then it’s a bonus)…

So let see what the horoscope tells about the aquariun


Aquarius Qualities and Characteristics

Your zodiac sign is symbolized by the bearer of the jug of water, you provide the spiritual and intellectual health drink to the society and people around you. And the water has a tendency to flow ahead, so that you are forward looking, and optimistic, and think only in terms of growing inward and outward possession.


You dispense knowledge, advice and even material possessions to those around you, who solicit your help and emotional support. You are the sign of brilliance and creativity, but these are not without the sufferings and sacrifices. You have distinctive, in fact a peculiar character – you are knowledgeable and intelligent yet hesitant to take important decisions or to give your opinion where it counts most. You are quite philanthropist, at least in thought, and have a great sense of humor.

You are tolerant and don’t mind others poking fun at you. You are valuable to the world as you are a giver rather than a taker, you give hope and inspiration. Aquarians are amiable, charming and intuitive, but can get eccentric and unruly at times. They are also slow and shaky starters, taking their own time, but half way through, they might change their mind, irritating those with them. In your love life, you will have really good experiences, but some setback will keep piercing your heart at all times.
Qualities that make you lucky are honesty, truthfulness, innovative, and insightful. Qualities that hinder your success are inconsistency, unusual, rebellious, and cautious.

Aquarius Personality

Aquarians are probably the most individualistic and strong kind of people. Now you can read that as pigheaded and rebellious, but that’s your wish (that’s not to say that being either of these is always a wrong thing). And as is the way of the world, the distinctive and strong in character are the ones followed by one and all; so this is what leaders are made of. Now things are not all rosy and jolly for Aquarians. If I had to describe an Aquarian in the least possible number of words, I won’t classify him as a leader or pioneer, I’d call him a walking bag of contradictions – coz that’s what he most definitely is. They do pioneering work, they go against the tide and try to change how the society thinks about something, yet they themselves find it very hard to change their mind on something once they have made up a notion.

So this difficulty in modifying oneself and one’s beliefs becomes more and more noticeable and prominent with maturity; an Aquarian might need a lot of help and encouragement in coming up to prevalent times and practices. However, another important thing that makes them such good leaders is their cool temperament and emotional control – you could not find a person better at taking affirmative action in practically testing circumstances. Also, these guys are really understanding and do not find it very difficult to suffer contravenes of fellows. That is why they make such good friends.

Another enigmatic aspect of their persona is their glamorous yet distant kind of vibe in relationships. They like their freedom and are not very welcoming to change, at least in this department. So, an Aquarian might face a lot many conflicts in his love life, even though he/she might be a terribly romantic person. Aquarian children may seem to be a little too introvert and aloof of the world, but that’s normal, in fact, that’s their thing! Physically, Aquarians may often suffer from circulation-related health issues, so it is really important for them to keep warm in cold weather

Aquarius in Love and romance

With the glamour and shine you have got, it will not be very difficult for Aquarians to turn strangers into acquaintances and acquaintances into something more. A lot of love and love-making will come your way if you are an Aquarian and you will get the opportunity to enjoy it to the fullest. And my advice to you in this matter would be to grab those opportunities and make use of them to the fullest without any second thoughts, because once you start having those second thoughts and actually sitting down and thinking them through, hard times are bound to come by. Each courtship or relationship ultimately comes to that one question, but in case of you, this relationship is a little too critical.

As I have already said, an Aquarian is really protective of his freedom and way of life. A serious relationship will mean taking that giant leap of giving up one’s normal life for someone else, and learning to make decisions with the ‘we perspective’ instead of the ‘I’. Such a huge commitment will take a huge amount of love and devotion. So most of the time, this scenario just leads to a break up. But still, if the relationship persists, then the partner will have to understand the emotional needs of the Aquarian and mend his/her life and needs accordingly. This is quite difficult even for an Aquarian (remember we talked about Aquarians being very understanding and supportive) – we are talking about partners making peace with the fact that they will never be able to play a part in their companion’s life as big as they’d like to.

So the partner requires to be understanding and cool-minded and one with interests that the Aquarian can identify with. The ground truth is that for a relationship to work, having common interests and aspirations is just as important as understand one’s companion. As for the Aquarian, he/she has got a penchant for theatricals, and a great talent at entertaining the companion and making the occasion a very special one for him/her. This will make your love life very colorful and fulfilling

Aquarius Career and Money

The individuality I keep saying the Aquarians try to protect in personal and professional spheres is not for nothing; actually it reflects a very lovely trait of theirs. They are known for their distinctive mark – the originality and difference they bring about to their work. These people first make sure they know what is expected from them in any task before actually taking up that task. Then they go about their work in a distinctive way. It’s not that they have no respect for the rules; they just wanna do things their way, without any intervention. So the superiors need to stay away from their area and not worry about the quality of output, because it will be assuredly top notch. They are very reliable and will give each task their most, unless you stick your head in and tell them it’s not the way to do it.

Generally speaking, Aquarians are not too involved in petty organizational politics and quarrels. If they are ill-treated, they rise above personal battle and try to resolve issues with their flair and ability. If they have a promotion or increment coming their way, they accept it with poise and the confidence that they can take up the added responsibility. So whatever might be a situation, they have the ability of not get distracted and go about their work in a simple and straightforward fashion. To add to this, they have a great amount of resilience. They can practically work all day. The only thing is that they will prefer taking a coffee break or doing nothing at all in stead of doing something that they consider to be a waste of time, a petty formality.

All these qualities make Aquarians stand out in a crowd – their dedication, their concentration, and above all their different and sometimes peculiar way of working. These things come very naturally to them, so they get noticed by superiors without actually realizing it.


Aquarius in Marriage

Aquarians are the most faithful and devoted of all in a marriage, except for the fact that they might have a few problems in accepting the new sort of life that the marriage will have to offer. Aquarians are not at all possessive and in no consider their spouse to be an object to be owned. So they are cool with any sort of jealousy-related issues. This is because they have a great amount of respect and adoration for their loved ones, and respect their values, emotions and moral standards eve tough they might not approve of them.

Aquarians find it hard to give up their individuality in the marriage. They find it hard to let of their identity for a greater cause. For example, when the Aquarian wife becomes a mother, she might find it hard to give up her profession and career and get involved in tending the kids for the first few years, without any bitterness. Even if she accepts to do it, she might just be waiting for the child to become old enough to go to school so that she can rebuild her career. Not that this is a bad thing, but the thing is that parenting is not something that can be done with a feeling of obligation. This is not so much of an issue of the Aquarian husband turning into a father, because fathers do not so much have to end their careers for tending the baby. But he actually might be the odd one to step up and take the responsibility of tending the child in order to give his wife the opportunity to continue.

Aquarians probably make the best parents, it sort of comes to them naturally, at least some aspects of it. They do not find it difficult in any way to stimulate and create interest in their children and stir them to be involved in some sort of group activity. The home will be a place of really interesting conversation, and not just noises from the TV or the Videogame. But the stagnant set of beliefs that Aquarians possess can prove to be a serious setback. It might be really difficult for the parents to acknowledge the generation gap and act sensibly.

(Courtesy from http://www.ask-oracle.com/aquarius/


Regards

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Finally I’m in the mood of writing. So many things had happened for the past one week, international issues and our own national problems. Just want to give my humble opinions and thoughts of what happens in our society nowadays. The Church bombing is definitely something that has piqued my attention. From my point of view, I see this attack as continues act of what had happened earlier; the “kuil” issue at Selangor, the “Pig Head” at the mosque. People are trying to play with fire. Remember what our eldest always tell us, Jangan Bermain Dengan Api” (Don’t play with the fire). It’s better for us to look into the “13 May 1969” tragedy which caused riots and led to a declaration of a state of national emergency. Do we want the same things to happen again? Ask yourself. Don’t let the myopic culture of certain people bring down the stability of our country. So what if we are from different root of races or religions. For so many years we have learned how to share and live in peace and harmony. So why only now it bothers us. It might take only one action to destroy of what we are having now but it will take more than just time and efforts to recuperate from the disaster. For this I firmly say, I DISAGREE, I REBUT, I DEFY, and I SAY NO to any act of destroying other people’s religion. Religion supposed to bring PEACE, LOVE and UNITY. Go back to the basic and you will know what the purpose of having a religion is.


From the national issue, lets move on to a smaller topic. What do you think of “Favouristism”? It is defined as “the unfair favouring of one person or group at the expense of another”. From the definition itself, it shows how negative this word is. Do you still give favor on “favouritism”? I realize that life is unfair and never will. That’s why before you can walk; you have to learn how to crawl. Climbing life’s leather is never easy. Along the way, you will find hiccups and you will go through all the thick and thin of life. Some time in the future you will find this “people” who give upper hand on others not because of their capability or hardwork but because of different gender, sex favor, money and other benefits that you might think impossible. So don’t be surprised. What I dislike about this people is they supposed to be professional, but they don’t act like one. So sad.


For the past couple weeks, I’m still unable to finish two things ;) The Book and The Korean Drama. Hehe. Well, I’m still reading the “Conversation with fat girl”. The Author is Liza Palmer. It is a good book but it takes me some time to finish it because I’ve so many things to catch up. So my only reading time is basically before I go to sleep. Hehe.
Currently I’m still watching the “The man who can’t get married”. This Korean drama is like the other kind of it, so damn funny. It’s mainly about the marriage problem for people who has passed their prime time (You know, the age they supposed to get married). But what is so hilarious about this drama is because of the actor. Check out the actor. He really knows how to live in that character. I still remember how he was teasing her friend (soon to fall in love with), a lady in late 30s but still unable to find a partner. He who has the same problem shamelessly teased the lady. One line that catches me is “people always treat marriage is their ultimate goal in life, but it’s not”. So what’s your opinion about this? I believe every person has their own thoughts. But make sure to elucidate what your wants and needs ;)



"Life is a constant struggle, full of frustrations and challenges, but eventually you find a hairstyle that you like"



Regards,


Monday, January 4, 2010

It’s so annoying when it’s time for you to take your bath and there’s no water. There shall put a sign there. "Hey dude, better luck next time". Argghhhhh. I guess I have to undergo this for another 1 and half year. Solution? The best that I can do is to avoid the peak hour (7pm-8.30pm). God, that means I have to take my dinner without having my bath? What if I go for jogging or gym-ing? Is that means I have to go for late dinner or…ermmmm, maybe if only maybe (;P ) I can just go without having my shower. They just have to bear with the smells! Haha. Well, I definitely wouldn’t do that.

Living in a hostel where everyone has to share teaches me a lot of things:

1) Be careful of your belongings. Don’t forget to lock your door before you leave or even if you only intended to go do your little “business”. The bottom line is to keep the door lock!!

2) If you’ve a roommate then it’s your luck because it’s hard to know who your neighbours are. You’ll only meet them in certain situations; in the toilet, on your way out, and perhaps in the cafeteria (which you wouldn’t know that the guy sitting behind or next to you is your neighbour!)

3) Hygiene is not something that we all shared and sadly not everyone take it into consideration. I’m not going to discuss more about this issue because it will only spoil you appetite. Trust me!!


Lets forget about the stupid water problem and move on with life. Recently I heard this song plays quite frequently in the radio. Its a Green Day "21 Guns" featuring another female artist which I'm still searching whom. It becomes my song of the week.Hehe.

Green Day- 21 Guns

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I


Regards,

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Dream Job

Confucius said, "Find a job you enjoy, and you'll never work a day in your life." I'm not sure if that's entirely accurate – because even dream jobs can be hard work, but, it does make life much easier when we are doing something that we love.

What kind of job do we dream about? Some of us might have figured it out from the time we are very young but others are still trying to sort it out. Still others have tried a career or two, and then went on to do something completely different with their lives.

For myself, I’ve three different dream jobs which some of it is unachievable- but some are still in consideration.

1) Doctor
When I was young, I set a target to myself that one day I will become a doctor. But I don’t think I’ll ever achieve that dream. The closest one is to get a PHD (aka Permanent Head Damaged), and then I will have the Dr. But that would not be the same.


2) Pilot
This year might be my last chance to enroll myself into the MAS cadet pilot due to the age limit. Hopefully the intake will be open soon. I want to give it a shot because I don’t want to regret for not trying and makes me wondering “what if”.


3) Oil and Gas
Well, one of reason I love this job is due to the high pays. Who doesn’t like money? $$$! Apart from the financial aspect, this job also provides you with the offshore experience. You got to travel from time to time! Recently I just submitted a resume to the potential Oil and Gas Company. Hopefully my luck is there.



SO GUYS, WHATEVER YOU DREAM JOB IS, TRY, TRY HARDER AND KEEP TRYING TO MAKE IT REAL. LIFE IS SHORT. GO FOR IT NOW. THE FUTURE IS PROMISE TO NO ONE.

Regards,

Friday, January 1, 2010

Happy New Year 2010

Here comes the 2010. A lot of stuff is in my head now. Things that I’ve been mulling over even before the New Year started. But before I make a new check list, let’s go back and see some of the things that I’ve done in 2009.

1. My degree. Definitely something that I’m proud of. Bsc In Eng (Material Engineering)


2.My new born nephew. Ian Noel was born on 25 Nov 2009.



3. Knowing a bunch of new friends at GEMS TBR03.


4. Enrolled in MSc programme as USM.


There were also some peculiar incidents which hard to be explain here. So I guess I will just keep it for myself ;) Thank you for the great 2009. Basically we all had been through thick and thin throughout the year. Along the way, we found ups and downs but still the most important thing is being happy for who you are.

For the 2010, I hope I can improve and replenish more qualities on me:

1. I’ll try to finish my MSc in 1 and a half year.
2. Get a good job.
3. Try to pursue my other ambition. Pilot!!
4. New love? ;)
5. Last but not least..get more money,money and money!!

So lets welcome 2010!!


"For last year's words belong to last year's language. And next year's words await another voice. And to make an end is to make a beginning."-T.S. Eliot-

Regards,